Miriam was struck with the disease, but until Aharon witnessed it, until she was witnessed, it wasn't quite real. How powerful is the act of witnessing – the way it draws something into manifestation! Torah this week is saying: witness. Make it real. You can't work with it until you see it. Miriam didn't have a prayer of being healed until her unexpected – and blessedly temporary – whiteness was witnessed.
Read moreTo Breathe Free
Our Jewish European ancestors tossed their tefillin overboard along with their languages, rituals and personal histories. They sacrificed their particularity so that we could be Americans. By which we now understand – so we could be White. Now, to take our place in this movement, we have a task – at least those of us who read and live as white – which is to dissimilate. To unlearn. To unlearn all the lessons that whiteness has taught us about who we see and who we don't see…. And whose breath is essential.
Read moreBring on Some Revelation (with a side of Torah, please)
It is right for us to want, expect, demand a new Revelation in this moment. And we must remember that the Revelation is not itself the transformation. The Revelation must be big, global, revolutionary. But the Transformation will only come in small acts.
Read moreWilderness/Garden
Maybe the most salient difference between a Wilderness and a Garden is the fact of being witnessed. And the speech waiting for us in the Wilderness? Maybe it’s not chatter and not the earth-shaking thrum of God at Sinai. But the loving voice of a gardener.
Read moreTourist in Shapeless Time
It was easy and heroic to maintain this seclusion for a while, when it was new, when we were constantly problem-solving. When our confinement was itself movement into the unknown. But at this point, I have depleted my internal resources.
Can I let go of my need for every moment of this terrible time to be productive or meaningful or insight-giving? What will it be like to let this time be: let it be its frustrating, tedious, anxious and sad self, without the pressure of having to be the source of global transformation or personal enlightenment?
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